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Highway4:55 AM

Saturday, November 19, 2011

I haven't blogged for so long. Drama drama drama. I've spent considerable amount of time living my freedom between Parramatta and City.I spent so much money on Mother Crepes it's not even funny. Last week I went to Parramatta every single day with different people. Twice with Alice and once with everyone else. I think the most memorable Parra Trip was with Johnson. Who was ever so kind to me.

Me: Are you hiring at the moment
T: Yes, can I take a look at your resume?
- Johnson runs up and hands in resume -
Me: Go away. I don't need extra competition!
Johnson: You don't suit the store anyway!
Me: REALLY AT SHOE STORE ?!

None of us got the job. Who would've guessed. *cough cough*

I went home by myself after Kpop. I'm so damn proud of myself despite getting lost. I was so glad when I saw Alice waiting for me whilst face-palming at the train station. For the first time in my life I went clubbing. I came home at like 2am in the morning and my rents' didn't say anything. I don't really dig the thing but it's better than a pub. Then again I spent the whole night keeping tabs on my friend. We ended up dragging her out of the scene when shit was beginning to start. They had a theme.. I think it was the 90s or school themed. How fitting. I haven't exactly spent a day at home eversince HSC was over. At most I'll be at home half a day. Or I'll be over at a friend's house if that's considered as "home". I think I'm beginning to appreciate alcohol. But I'm legit to drink so it's okay. Wine isn't really my thing but I'm kind of growing on it.

Despite doing "nothing", I would always end up going home at around 9-10pm. Like I was walking around city today and I didn't know it was 7:30. Went past Croydon and saw a japanese store and ate dinner. Then got kicked out at 9pm. Since I only work once a week.. I'm just so poor. So I end up doing some charity work just to past the time. And I got a certificate last week for completing 120 hours. Yays I should probably do more.

I realised this blog is going backwards. My brain is dead at the moment from all the running. Amazing Race was .. Amazing. I burnt so much fat in one day. I loved the challenges despite it being so tedious. I love that hoop game from Galaxy World now. To everybody amazement our team wasn't last due to my partner's efforts. HAHAHA Besides the other teams collaborated = Cheated. I'm a bit sadden by the fact I'm not participating this time. It's a whole lot fun organising it though, especially with Ellie.

I don't particularly remember the other events. They just happened on the day and I went. Not a bad deal I must say.

Bec.

Open Day2:50 AM

Saturday, August 27, 2011

The epitome of trouble making and blacklashing. At the admist of transitioning between USYD and UTS. Lack of communication what not. Or my over-challenging personality. Probably the hint of both. I told Ashleigh. She seemed fine with it. Hun, you're the fourth person in the pack. Be happy.The steak sandwich was delicious. Got in trouble for taking the wrong drink. Oh wells. Everything seemed so dull at USYD. The fun started to kick in UTS. The fairy floss made us all high. I was literally :O for the entire three hours. Spent a decent amount at capitols. Upon scoring a free toy which looks like a tofu mutant. I DONT CARE ITS MY FIRST BIG TOY ...EVER. Technically I stole that off Eugene's friend - David. I don't particularly remember the finier details of our day. Spent considerable amount of time eating freebies. Drinking freebies and taxing freebies. On one occassion pretending to have implecable interest towards nursing to score myself a free green pen. Took two bottles of water because one wasn't enough. Got myself the friscbee. Realising it was pointless to get a frisbee. I guess I can give it to my neighbour's dogs. Refused to get the popcorn because the lady tilt it backwards once. Which majority of them fell on the floor. Got to meet a friend who I haven't seen in two years. Or was it three? Something along the lines. Got dragged into the science road and complained throughout the whole way. Saw half of the school at USYD and another half at UTS. Had a great bickering contest with Aaron over the loud music being played as we helped ourselves to our free treats. Decided to seperate for twenty minutes for a toliet break. While ending up buying a pair of boots. Upon arrival was disapproved by the male counter parts of our group. All and all a great day.

I ate a slice of cake. Big whoop.3:41 AM

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Fuckyeah, bear cake.

Where do I begin. I turned 18 today. Hooray. Woke up, wrote my essay but I didn't study much. Pretty much stare into space for a couple of hours. My parents found a box on the front porch and my mum proceeded to open it. So I got out of the house and snatched it off her. As she examined the content from the safe distance of the door. I elaborately tore off the ribbon. Honestly, I'm just too tired to explain. I'm not quite sure about myself. I wasn't exactly alive to being with.

Progressing into adulthood is incredibly hard. I do admit that I'm still immature. I've come to terms with the demon inside of me. That trust is still and will always be an issue. While I was naive enough to throw it away for the past couple of years. I never got to the extent of completely trusting anyone. I'm glad I didn't. People still continue to baffle me. Feeling emotionally torn is something I got used to. At least for the past five years or so. While my childhood was full of both good and mainly bad memories. I continue to hope that one day. I'll be able to live without the constant fear. Words can hurt. I didn't feel particularly thrilled about today. Not at all. This month has being a total hell for me. The trails, friendship, family and misc crap I had to deal with. It was the combination of the little things. That really got me in the end. I'm not happy...but I'm not completely sad. But this blog is for the "happier" posts. So I will stop now. If you're close enough to me. You'll know what my other blog is. And if you're willing to stalk it. Then go right ahead. You're not going to like the content. That concludes the story of my 18th birthday.

Bec~

Labels: birthday is for losers like me

3:08 AM

Friday, July 29, 2011

Why can't I seventeen just a bit longer. All I wanted to do was to be happy.

It's been so stressful lately. School, family and well everything.

I was seventeen then.

I was.

RAIN ♥1:59 AM

Friday, July 22, 2011

Ricebulb was never intended for any emotional post. It has and always will be the facade of my true nature. Anywho, I would now like to talk about today. After days of endless shit happening to me. I finally got it over and done with. I had to give Eugene his stupid survey back after school. I spent a good five minutes laughing at Aaron's responses. You know I realised the weather was great. I love rain. The gloomy and the chilly air is the sort of day I'll be reading my books & all snuggled up in the corner of my bed. I would upload the pictures I took. To be honest? I'm just too tired from school. So I won't. I'm getting side-track. Anyway, I went home afterschool and I started to eat my dinner. When Eugene decided to call me to go to the Noodlehouse. I wanted to smash him towards the window and churn his brains out. But I didn't and went out. That kid is so friggin wasteful. He only ate the noodles and left pretty much everything. What did you expect me to do? Eat the rest for you. Should've called me earlier so I didn't eat my dinner. Drats. Do you know what Aaron would say if he saw that? Then I went over to his house. His brother was sleeping and I'm pretty sure I made a ruckuss. Strangely, he didn't wake up. With the new layout of his room I wanted to do another haul video. Problem? I had to use his stuff. I end up screwing up the haul by bitching about my life. I don't know. I feel comfortable enough to spring up nonsense. OMFG I RAN TODAY. YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE DRAMA. I FUCKING RAN. My eyes are still puffy. What eves. I have facial masks. I hope they work. Obviously the one from last night didn't. Collagen my ass.

Bec.

1,2,3 failure11:43 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2011

I know I should be studying since school starts tomorrow.
And with trails coming up. Fun is something I should forget about.
I'm going to turn eighteen very soon. And I much rather be dead than alive.
It's annoying how when you're so busy with life. Stupid new ds games comes up and ruins your time management. I want to play them. Curse me for my ability to read kanji. I crave for gachapons too. UGH

1. Looks like animal crossing. And the magic academy game. Same concept. Except in Japanese so I refuse to play it properly. So yes.
2. Camping mama plus papa. LOL, the Cooking Mama franchise gone nuts.
3. Puyo Puyo 20th anniversary edition: Addictive.
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I haven't played soul silver yet. I started it and got up to the fifth gym and pretty much died. Black and white? Yeah, for like 5 minutes. I don't know if I'm losing interest or I just feel guilty about playing games. GAH

Bec ~

Labels: daily, dairy, nds, rant, rom

Out & About7:27 AM

I went out on Saturday in attempt to celebrate Eugene's birthday.
Sadly we didn't do much for him. Such good friends.
Haha. Went to Mamok, ate and got special service.
Tried to upload a haul video. Did, had to remove it cause I was too high.
And pretty much it.